It's December

Yup! The year is almost over. Blimey, that was quick, yeah?

It's rather been a strange year for me and I reckon life is only gonna get stranger in the years to come. Comes with growing up and seeing everyone else grow up too!

Oh I just want things to halt sometimes. Like right now. Or all the time. I'm literally exhausted. Strange yeah? I'm exhausted and yet I don't want to go to sleep. Ahh, well, I do want to go to sleep but at the same time I have a conflicting desire to stay wake. I want to make the most of what's left of the day to just whine down.

Do you want to hear a confession? I was actually doing work up until 20 minutes ago. Yep, I've become one of those people that work all day and then take their work home with them. Screw you VPN! Look what you have done to me! But then having been a uni student for 5 years and a student all my life prior to that, I'm so use to being able to work on things at any convenient hour of the day I so choose. Which of course includes my evening or even the dead of night.

My next CA exam is 12 days. I should be stress and I know I will be. Which makes me feel weary, that I should be crammy madly every day going forward. But I'm not. I can't seem to tap into that crazed emotion state. So I'm worried that I'm not worried. Which is worring isn't it? Not to mention I havent been studying at all in the last 3 weeks. Not proper studying anyway, which back in the old uni days wouldn't be a big deal. The exams were easier, rote learning could get you by, and there was plenty of time to catch up. Oh, I miss those days!

It's almost Christmas! And the count down begins. For me, the count down will be for The Time of The Doctor! My answer was so predictable wasn't it? :)

Well, one more month. Cheers to that!